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I’m 50, how to live on?

I'm 50, how to live on?
I'm 50, how to live on?
There is money - But only to not die of hunger.
There is a dwelling - But this is an eerie room in a huge communal.
Considered, There is health - but now I'm blind.
There are parents - But they live in another city, they can not help me, I'm sorry for them, too.
There are clothes, shoes - But either cheap Chinese, or with second-hand.
There is money - But only to not die of hunger.
There is a dwelling - But this is an eerie room in a huge communal.
Considered, There is health - but now I'm blind.
There are parents - But they live in another city, they can not help me, I'm sorry for them, too.
There are clothes, shoes - But either cheap Chinese, or with second-hand.
Now I do not work, more than a year. It's not because of laziness. I have congenital myopia. For a long time there was an operation in MNTK Microsurgery for lens implantation. Several years ago, because of them, cataracts began to develop. I recently changed the lens on one eye, started with the most poorly seeing. It is necessary to strengthen the retina. And then everything is the same for the second eye. The operations are free (there is no money), so everything is long. Sorry that's so detailed.
While I can not work, because even after the operation I barely see the traffic light at the intersection. Contains the husband, well, as it contains, does not let die of hunger, no more. However, and for this thank you!
True, this situation. I buy clothes that I like. And when I start to wear it, it starts to evoke in me an aversion and rejection. But there is nowhere to go, I have nothing more to wear, so I carry it, reconcile, stop noticing.
If you give me a link to your topic, how and in what order you changed your life, then I read it and it will be really interesting to me.
1. For 50 years, is it worth accepting that life has passed by nothing or something to try to change?
2. If you reconcile, then how? Because it's bitter and insulting. But no one is to blame, except myself.
3. If you change, then what and where to start? Maybe it will be more visible from the side.
4. How to make sure that the son does not turn into a miserable loser.
1. For 50 years, is it worth accepting that life has passed by nothing or something to try to change?
2. If you reconcile, then how? Because it's bitter and insulting. But no one is to blame, except myself.
3. If you change, then what and where to start? Maybe it will be more visible from the side.
4. How to make sure that the son does not turn into a miserable loser.
Try to state here what was done instead of what is NOT done.
2.Confirm with WHAT? With your own life?
3. Change or not change-you decide. If you change something for WHAT?
4. The son must compensate for what you did not have, uv. Carmela? Did I understand you correctly?
In Spain, a former classmate has been living for a long time, they are there with her husband, such as guest workers. At one time I corresponded with her in Odnoklassniki. Now we do not support the relationship.
I once read Patricia Highsmith's book about the successful Mr. Ripley. In the book, the artist and his girlfriend lived in the south of Spain, in a fishing village. They drew, communicated, went to the city.
On holidays to go to a large city, sit in a street cafe on the embankment, drink wine, look at passers-by, listen to the sound of laughter and music, see the fun and joyful faces.
That sometimes my son would visit me, he would walk with me, tell me about his successes.
If I had a man, then - do not live together, and so, meet.
In Spain, a former classmate has been living for a long time, they are there with her husband, such as guest workers. At one time I corresponded with her in Odnoklassniki. Now we do not support the relationship.
I once read Patricia Highsmith's book about the successful Mr. Ripley. In the book, the artist and his girlfriend lived in the south of Spain, in a fishing village. They drew, communicated, went to the city.
On holidays to go to a large city, sit in a street cafe on the embankment, drink wine, look at passers-by, listen to the sound of laughter and music, see the fun and joyful faces.
That sometimes my son would visit me, he would walk with me, tell me about his successes.
If I had a man, then - do not live together, and so, meet.
Try to state here what was done instead of what is NOT done.
2.Confirm with WHAT? With your own life?
3. Change or not change-you decide. If you change something for WHAT?
4. The son must compensate for what you did not have, uv. Carmela? Did I understand you correctly?
2. Reconcile with the fact that life was, is and will be boring and gray. Learn not to worry about this.
3. I want awareness. An interesting case, accessible to me, given the age, health and so on.
4. A son does not have to compensate me. I do not want him to turn into a loser like me. I do not know what to do in order not to turn. But I see in it a dreaminess, passivity.
After all, you write that.
An interesting case, available to me, ..
still heard as you yourself have scolded:
say goodbye, forgive yourself and others for unjustified expectations in order to be able to meet with something better.
notice this is the best and enjoy it.
otherwise there is a great chance of getting bogged down in self-oblivion and despondency.
For the fact that there is a roof over your head, and someone lost it ..
For the fact that the legs are running around, and someone is bedridden ..
For the fact that my husband has been devoted and hardworking for many years. etc.
For being a kind and undemanding kid. etc.
Or learn Spanish, in the Spanish forum to get acquainted with the eccentric teacher of Spanish literature and move to it. The eccentric, I suppose, will not restrain my freedom. Although it is also from the category "dream".
So before you had such a life, but now you do not?
And what are your interests?
At school I had abilities for humanitarian subjects, but I liked the boy who enrolled in the physics department in another city. A year later, I did the same and, strangely enough, passed the entrance exams. I was not interested in studying at all, and I was expelled on the 4th year for poor progress. Then I again went to another pride, recovered at night and began to work at the plant. I did not finish my studies, but the plant was closed due to the conversion. This I described as an example of not conscious choice.
1. Get an appropriate education and work as a child psychologist or educator in an orphanage with preschool children. School - I do not pull.
2. Get a philological (or journalistic) education and work as a journalist (like Dad) or really write sentimental gothic novels.
* It feels like you did not live your life, but detached from the outside. *
1. Get an appropriate education and work as a child psychologist or educator in an orphanage with preschool children. School - I do not pull.
2. Get a philological (or journalistic) education and work as a journalist (as a dad) or really write sentimental gothic novels.
True, in the imperative version)))))
You offer work, but it's time to rest)
While I can not work, because even after the operation I barely see the traffic light at the intersection.
You offer work, but it's time to rest)
Well, okay, but what will it contain? If as a servant, then I do not agree. And if for sex, so I do not mind, I myself still so uhaydakayu!
Do you understand my thought is shallow? (c) F.G. Ranevskaya.


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